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EPITHALAMION by Apache Content: She
wandered lonely as a cloud, which in San Francisco is not hard because in any
given year you can pretty much count the days without fog on your thumbs.
She was somewhere in North Beach, but who gave a fuck?
There was a dive. It was
down some stairs. It was called
Chat Noir, a name so endearingly tacky it had to be visited. The
place was full of revenant hipsters, like some time-warped hepcat dumping ground
-- beatniks from the Sausalito era, hippies from the Haight's psychedelic glory
days, drag queens from the pre-plague heyday of the Castro.
It was the Crossroads Inn of Lost Cool-Jerks, with a house band.
She loved it right away. And
besides, she was about to become a fucking relic herself.
Might as well check this out -- her future scene, right?
Last hurrah of the cool chick, before the Dyke-Bitch Kulchur Goddesses
showed up and forcibly scraped the blue glitter off her nails and ripped the
nose ring right out of her nostril with no sterile swab....
Sure. No more stoned out
faux-sushi post-post-Retro vernissages; no more twenty four hour couch pig bouts
with Noir movies and cheap Rose to wash down those prawn and pesto burritos; no
more Polaroids of Annie Sprinkle's precious inner pearl; no, she'd be shooting
mini-cam footage of family luaus by the pool starting any day now...
Time to get wasted, once for the road.
She went in deeper, and came in sight of the noise-- It
was a band alright, an ordinary bar band, which in San Francisco always means a
pretty damn good band. And with
them, but not with them -- over on the edge of the stage and pointedly paying no
attention to anything but himself -- some skinny hostile guy with long black
hair and black eyes burning out of a pale-skinned face.
A guy with fingers that if they could do to a woman what they were doing
to that old Gretsch.... Isabella,
for that is the name of our errant nose-ringed princess, ordered a drink and
settled in at the bar, perched on a barstool in a sprayed on chick dress of
deepest, thinnest black, and sandals. Like
the guitarist, she had relic-of-the-Sixties Beat le bangs, and like him, she
looked like she'd barely been born when the best of the Sixties -- Hendrix and
Joplin and Morrison -- had hit the floor like puppets with cut strings.
Unlike the guitarist, she had howling red hair and all twenty of her
nails were painted a shade of blue that could hold its head up proudly in a
bowling alley. She had a supple, slender body, and she poured it over the
seat and rungs of the barstool artfully, profiling a little for the band.
For him. He
was so much better than the rest of the band, and the other guys were on such a
cheerful, mellow high -- probably just weed and free beer from the house -- that
they were letting him run. They'd
play a verse or two of some song and then give him the bridge to improvise on,
letting him fly and playing follow the leader.
Even then, they couldn't really follow him. Those fingers knew a lot. Sipping
at a drink, and then at another one, Isabella kept right on wondering how much
more they knew, what other instruments they could pull a ragged, wild music from
-- and often as not, when her eyes ran up from the fingers to his face, she'd
find those black eyes fixed on her. He
probably noticed when I checked out that nice lumpy area in his jeans, she
thought philosophically. What the
fuck. Maybe he's even straight, who
knows? So
it didn't come as a complete surprise to either of them that the guitar player
slid onto the stool next to hers when the set ended. He looked even better close up, which seemed like one of
God's little mercies. 'If
he says something incredibly stupid, my heart will break into a million cheap
plastic pieces,' she thought. But
he didn't say anything. He waved at
the bartender, who wordlessly brought him a glass of red wine and didn't mention
anything about paying. Then he
started drinking by delicately sniffing at the wine and tasting it lightly,
meditatively. What're
you, checking out the damn bouquet? Isabella
thought. You're worried that wasn't
a good year for Chateau Russian River with the Cowshit Strained Out?
But she stayed quiet, and the man didn't say anything, and didn't seem to
be performing a wine snob act for her after all.
They just sat there and drank next to each other for a long time.
He had a way of dipping his finger into his glass and sucking the wine
off it that would have amused her if it weren't making her hotter than
Chernobyl. The man had the lips of
a baby -- a staggeringly sexy, polymorphously perverse baby -- and Isabella was
thinking hard about being that finger in her next life. Which
brought her back to her original line of thought, and made her look hard at his
face. He didn't say a thing, just
looked back. She was the one who
couldn't take the heat, finally, though there was nothing in his eyes:
not welcoming, not teasing, not rejecting, not even bored.
Just there. But pretty
intensely there. Isabella's eyes
dropped, and she swivelled to rest her bare arms on the cool wood of the bar. "I'm
dead," she said sadly. He
liked this. His eyes flared open
with pleasure, flashing so wide you could see the whites all the way around what
looked like pure black irises. In
fact, the whole man was a study that way -- chiaroscuro, dense black hair that
ran past his shoulders and fabulous full eyebrows, dead white skin, black and
white eyes, impossibly thick black eyelashes any sensible whore would kill for,
pale white hands with shadows lining in and out as the long fingers moved, black
clothes. Only the lips altered the
equation -- lush, red, young Elvis lips, Elvis way before the downers and the
fatal constipation, the King from the era of oily hips and lightning in his
crotch -- those kind of lips. Her
elbows slid out a little further on the bar, and the insides of her upper arms
pressed onto the cold, waxy wood, giving her goosebumps.
The big, slightly bulgy eyes flashed again before the lids drooped back
down, and he brought the glass to his mouth for a considerable swallow. "Gettin'
married," she said. "Hitched.
Ball and chain. 'Hi honey,
I'm ho-ome, what's for dinner?' 'Soup's on, pumpkin.' 'To the mooo000n, Alice.'
Married. Two point three kids of
unspecified gender." He
smiled. "Lu-cee, what have ju
done?" he imitated, grinning. "Zactly,"
she said. "Wind up in Mill
Valley reading the Whole Earth Catalogue. Planting
seeds. Something like peas or acorn
squash. I don't even know what
acorn squash is... I mean, does it grow up to be mighty oak squash?" "And
what were you before you became dead?" he mocked. "Painter,"
she said. She wiggled the tips of
her perma-stained fingers -- you could never get it all off, unless maybe you
did water ballet in turpentine. "Artist,"
he said in a slow whisper. She
thought she saw a red fire behind the black in his eyes for a second but he
blinked and it was gone. Trick of
the light, she thought. "I'll
probably keep painting.... sitcoms. Things
with children with huge eyes and droopy diapers.
Fuckin' floral motifs." She
tried to think of the worst possible fate.
"Kittens and puppies," she said bitterly. The
smile got wider. The eyes looked as
warm as black eyes could get. She
felt encouraged. "When
what I really want is to grab some rock god by his hair--" she eyed him
"-- his long, black, scruffy hair, and drag him off somewhere...." "I
think I can help," said the guitarist coolly, still smiling.
The eyebrows quirked upward and added a quixotic air to the reserved
smile. "See, I'm kind of dead
myself." ~ ~ ~ He
had a big Triumph motorcycle and enough consideration that he gave her not only
the one helmet but also his leather jacket to wear. "Why
aren't you freezing?" she yelled into his ear as they were blasting through
the fog into a stinky warehouse district somewhere near the Embarcadero. "Dead,
remember?" he yelled back, flashing the extremely white teeth in a grin
that created a very deep dimple that was etched very dark by the stubble of his
black beard. Isabella was
definitely on her way to commit at least one of the Seven Deadlies; she hoped he
was going to be as good as he looked. He
had a loft, if you wanted to call it that.
Another name for it might be abandoned storage space; they were down in
the area that Izzy associated vaguely with huge mounds of fish and containerized
cargo. You could also call it a rat
ranch, she thought, judging by the little pile of rat bodies she saw outside. There
was a car elevator with no walls, and it lifted them to a level of pitch
blackness. "Stay here,"
he ordered when the lift stopped, and moved off into the space beyond.
"No problem," she muttered.
One by one, candles flared in the dark, and her guitar god eventually
came back, holding one of them, to lead her towards the center of the giant
room. Inside,
there turned out to be an area curtained off with oriental rugs slung over twine
that was strung between vertical structural members, and inside that there was
actually a little furniture. Isabella
looked around. "You got
anything to drink?" This
clearly was not your ordinary first date, but jeez.... "Nope,"
he said cheerfully. "Not
even water?" He mouth was
suddenly very dry. Headlines were
drifting through her memory, and they all started "*Girl Found...*" He
frowned. "Uh..." and went
off between the rugs, returning a moment later with a gallon bottle of designer
water. "I brush my teeth with
this," he offered. "Oh
yeah? Let's see," she said
capriciously. This
produced that flashing grin again, and the sexy big dimple.
She got up from the scruffy couch and walked over, setting her fingertips
to those lips-- "open wide," she said mockingly. He
was looking at her funny -- hey, you started it, she thought -- but let her push
the lips ups. A full set, very
bright, and no cavities... now that was weird.
What'd he do, floss in the womb? "My,
what nice big teeth you have, grandfather," she murmured. "The
better to eat you with, my dear," he responded obediently. Now
she grinned. "Go-o-o-od,"
she purred, and gave his ear a little nibble before pulling back. The
guy just froze, standing almost bizarrely still, looking at her very intensely.
The water bottle suddenly looked stupid in his hand, out of place,
wrongly normal in a tilted world -- and yet... Fight
fear with fire, she thought. "After
all, you can't be a true rock god unless you can fuck me senseless," she
murmured, while some Donna Reed voice in the back of her head remarked that this
was not the most ladylike approach to a new gentleman, now was it, dear? -- Or
was he gay? He
went John Wayne: "Wa-al,
ma'am, I b'leeve I can oblige yuh," he drawled.
She smiled. That did it: Not
gay... and... his posture had unlocked and become a kind of slouch -- but a
*ready* slouch, if there was such a thing... "My
heroes have always been cowboys," she said ironically, then cracked a smile
-- but it was time for a kiss, fuck the quote-fest.
She reached out and snagged his hair to pull him over -- hell, he's a
rock god, you can do what you want with him... The
lips-- they felt like they looked. Big,
soft, puffy pillows that her own sank into as comfortably as a road-weary
trucker dropping his ass into the armchair at home -- and his tongue -- cold,
cold mouth like he'd been chewing ice cubes, but maybe it was from sucking in
the foggy wind and besides who cared, tongue like an otter, an eel... "Oh
babe," she breathed when she came up for air, "I have *got* to know
your name." This
amused him. "Why?"
He was hanging on to a strand of her red hair, running it between his
fingers. "Because
I am going to be the president of your fan club," she murmured.
She'd had enough oxygen by then, and reattached herself to those cumulus
lips, thunderheads, pouty stormclouds to float on with icy electric fire
inside-- now he pulled off, but only to lick and nibble his way to her ear. "Javier
Vachon, at your service," he whispered. "Isabella
Saddler," she whispered back. "Very
pleased to make your acquaintance, and don't stop now--"
Her hands were on his back, running down the thin shirt, pulling the tail
out of his jeans, following the flat curve of his ass down to his legs -- He
had lean, sinewy, long muscles, snaky or seal-like, and he was turning out to be
pleasantly flexible, judging from the way his hips were undulating, scraping
back and forth across hers-- he was getting hard, and she'd been hot before they
left the bar , and fuck foreplay, she thought, how fast can I get this guy out
of his clothes? Because there was a
brass bed with enough blankets to take the chill off the night, and it was
*right there*... She
peeled his shirt up and reached around for the belt on his Levis; except for
another flash of the large eyes, he fell to passively letting her do it; once
the jeans were falling he reached down and began to slide the slinky chick dress
right up her body, never mind a zipper, never mind anything, and peeled her
naked in seconds-- rock gods, she thought, they get a lot of practice, and on
the next breath she gasped out-- "wait, protection--" "Clean
as a whistle, ma'am," came the John Wayne voice low in her ear, and for
some fucking stupid reason she was sure he was actually telling the truth... One
hand went behind her waist to pull her close then, and the other slid down to
part her legs, to reach for her cunt and lay its long fingers along the hair,
then curl them in, then begin to rub and probe -- she brought her leg up over
his forearm just for fun and bent the knee to wrap the calf around his back,
drooping the other knee to rub her hips against his cock, which actually didn't
seem to need any encouragement -- Cold,
the guy's whole body was cold, but he was making her so hot inside by now she
didn't much care, lunging forward on her toes onto his hand and to get up to his
face again, to his lips. She
fastened onto his mouth like a feeding tube, forcing back into him the hot
passion he was giving her, reaching down between their bodies to wrap her hand
around his cock, grab it, scrape at it, caress it, cradle the balls below-- With
a groan he lifted her all the way off the floor, his mouth finding and closing
around one of her nipples with a hard hunger, suckling and then sucking air in
around it to make it cold and impossibly tight. The strong, slender guitar fingers explored her cunt almost
tentatively and then suddenly he slammed the heel of his hand against her clit,
jamming his fingers into her hard, clenching his hand as if about to pull
something out of her, some rabbit, some magic, and it was as good as magic
because she came, violently, moaning into his ear which she was also lapping in
the odd moments when she could remember who she was, what she was doing, and how
to be more than just some receptacle for a blinding white inner fire of
pleasure... And
then the hand came out of her and the sticky fingers let her slither to the
floor; he crouched with her as she slid down, the mouth releasing her nipple and
moving to the other, not with vicious need but delicately, teasingly, coaxing
the last waves of orgasm out of her for a long minute while she simply bent her
head over his shoulder and dug her face into the soft messy nest of his hair.
Eventually, he rose to his full height and she tipped her head to look at
the black eyes -- dancing and burning and far away all at once, eyes like a
kaleidoscope where no single thing is the truth-- but the head bent to kiss her
again, and the hand on her ass had not let go; he was backing up, they were
going to the bed... oh good, thought what was left of her to be coherent. He
wanted her on top right away, fine with her, and she started to settle onto him
but he grasped her hips and pulled her forward, held her cunt over his mouth and
lowered her, investigating the inner architecture of her body, tasting labia,
nosing the soft froth of her pubic hair and pushing through to find the skin of
her cunt lips and part them, the inner labia and part them, licking them
separate and going past, entering her with his tongue, finding the clitoris,
teasing and slurping, and dropping her down onto his mouth to suck hard until
she was screaming with it, feeling the liquid heat of her coming even in the
cramping soles of her feet -- And then, still holding her hips hard, he flipped
them both over, easily, abruptly, so that she was on her back and he was lying
between her legs, his own legs sticking out over the edge of the bed, his face
still buried in her cunt, still sucking so hard she could barely feel, now
lifting her ass well off the bed and tilting his head to come in below her, one
hand holding the weight and the other pressing on top of her as if to hold her
down, as if she might give up even a second of this and try to move away; there
was another pang and more sucking and another great rush of heat; she could feel
his hair draped over the tops of her thighs, his hands curled around her ass and
her hips and his mouth pressed harder, inward, and the sucking was harder and
hotter and he was growling in his sucking like an animal, a deep slow guttural
growl that was like a purr played basso profundo, a sound of infinite pleasure
and satiation as his mouth surged against her and his tongue and his body pulsed
with ecstasy, and she groaned again like it was the last noise left in her
body-- Somewhere
in the middle of the blind deaf firework of her coming was a sharp pain and she
didn't know if it was outside or inside, some pull or bite or the discovery that
a ragged fingernail had scraped inner skin off the vagina-- she didn't really
care and anyway couldn't see; in the second when her eyes flickered open and
looked there was only the rise of her pelvis and his black hair splayed across
her legs and her crotch, vivid against the red of her own hair, nothing to see
but the top of his head like it was part of her own body, moving against her,
rocking slightly where his mouth was learning things about her anatomy God and
her fiance had never learned, pulling, and sucking, and the hot rush... and now
there was the warm sensation of a trickle, and the gentle tip of his tongue
following the trickle between her lips, between and around the inner labia,
catching everything, lapping her up like a cat with a soft, wide tongue, no a
teasing, darting small tip of a tongue, and the flowing of the heat and an ache
at the clitoris where he'd been pulling hard, hard, and the big soft lips coming
back to fully envelop the cunt, lick away the last of everything as the wild
orgasm began to actually end and his resonant growl faded to silence... He took
one of his hands away from her then, the upper one that had been holding her
hips cocked at an angle, and she heard a little grunt from him and then a small
smear right where she was sore, right above the little hot button of clit, just
a small warm smear-- the only warm thing about him so far -- and the
tentativeness of it made her want again, want more, more, want to be filled,
want to have the intimate combat and dance of a man inside her... And
now he let her hips down on the bed, eyes closed, sliding his hands up her body,
following them blindly to come above her, pulling forward on his arms to lie
down along her, stretching the slender body to match the length of hers and
simply lie down on top of her. She
began to explore him by feel and sight, running her hands over his sides, his
back, his ass, up to his shoulders that were still somewhat tense, onto his
neck. The skin of his face was
completely saturated with her fluids, and she obliged him by lifting his head in
her hands and giving it a little tongue bath, finding her pubic hairs sticking
to the stubble of his beard, tasting herself on his cheeks, his nose, his chin.
She licked his lips but he wouldn't open them, nor his eyes, letting her
lap at his eyelids and suck at the furry black eyebrows without even a flicker
of looking of his own, his lips pulling into a small, happy smile but refusing
to part for a kiss. When she
followed the angle of his jaw to his ear, he fell down onto her again, heavily,
pressing every inch of himself against her length as if feeling every bit of her
equally, his face buried against her neck, his breathing strangely cool on her
ear... and now he kissed it, kissed the lobe, kissed behind the ear where there
is a patch of bare skin before the hair starts, kissed the join of her jaw and
her neck.... soft, feather kisses, almost gratitude or kindness kisses, not
burning... but then came the nips, and the sound of a little snorting laugh
right next to her ear, as if he'd read her mind and knew damn well she wasn't
done with him, was saying, 'nor me with you, babe, not to worry.' She pushed him
off her, then, to get a better look at her very own rock god. He
was pliant, willing, and rolled off on his back and just lay there with his eyes
closed as she sat up a little and took a good long look.
Pretty skinny, but that was the pot calling the kettle black, and well
muscled anyway, thin skin, almost no subcutaneous fat except on the legs, which
meant that everywhere there was a bone or a muscle, there was texture, and a
shadow, and something to feel... Her eyes took him apart and put him together
like something that could be painted, second nature to her, finding where the
light was on him now, knowing what the light would do to him if he moved or
stood up, half unconsciously translating him into sunlight or fluorescent light
and thinking candles were right for him, candles or the red and blue cheapo
lighting on the stage at the club, light he ignored like he'd ignored
everything, even the rest of the band-- everything until her.
Under her hands, his gut rose and fell with a deep breath, a cool sigh of
contentment, and his eyes cracked open for a split second to look at her as she
loomed over him, watching in that second, his slitted eyes catching a yellow
flare from one of the candles as it dropped a gob of wax, then snapping shut. She
liked that, and her hands roved his torso, riding the rises and falls of pecs,
ribs, gut, groin, checking the soft bristle of a plot of flat black hair over
his breastbone, the thin line that led to his navel and flared out again over
the gut, and narrowed to run down his groin.
He lay there and just let her do this, never opening his eyes, never
opening his mouth again, once or twice making a sound of "mmmm" but
never again the fierce, sexual growl. And
then her fingers went exploring at his genitals, the cock that had slackened as
if he'd come with her though she hadn't felt that happen (yeah, like I would
have noticed, she thought), the soft balls, the wiry pitchblack hairs above the
cock and on the balls... he groaned again, a little deeper, and Izzy bent her
head to his cock. Just
a tongue at first, following the vein, investigating the glans, foreskin... not
circumcised, that was fucking rare these days but fun to play with, rougher
skin, textural, coarser than the silk of the shaft that was filling out again.
She licked at the base to encourage the blood to flow; she was going to
have uses for this erection, it had better be a good one --- and again he
groaned, and his head arched back into the bed, pushing his neck up, and his
lips parted, but she didn't see, not yet; she had tipped her head to taste his
balls, all of him salty, even bloody, she realized, little streaks here and
there -- she must have scratched his back open without even realizing it, raking
those blue toenails down him as she came and came and came... the thought made
her grin. President of your fan club, count on it, she thought
drowsily, amusing herself by trying the weight of his balls against her nose...
another pleasurable "mmmmm" from up north; he was liking this.
His hands came awake now, tangled into her hair, pulled her head up, her
mouth back to his cock-- she got the message, but bit it lightly just to remind
him that she was not his fucking slave, and his hips twitched -- he felt that,
yup. Except,
frankly... she smiled inside again. For
this, slavery might be a viable option....
Her mouth came down on his cock, playing with the strangeness, cold and
soft, sliding it onto her tongue, past, tightening her mouth to suck gently at
first, then giving him a little more, a little harder like he'd given her,
rubbing her lips and the veiled pressure of her teeth along him, though she knew
she didn't want him to come in her mouth, no, she had plans for this cock... her
tongue slipped around the skin, feeling the big vein, feeling the smoothness,
straight, not too thick, not too long... juuuuuust right, she thought, like the
little bear's chair... that made
her Goldilocks, right? She hummed
against his cock, letting her lips carry the vibration to the skin, and was
rewarded with another groan. His
hands came up to grasp her waist and hips, pull her down, stretch her out, and
she splayed a leg across his chest, noticing a sore twinge again; well, worry
about that later -- because his
fingers were doing that guitar magic on her cunt again... uhhhhh She
pulled her mouth away from his cock, sat up, swiveled, and lay down again
immediately, face to closed-eyes face... 'who's he imagining?' she wondered with
a flash of inner pique, and it made her lean forward and bite him along with the
nuzzle she'd started... "if you don't come inside me right now, I'll
die," she whispered, bad porno movie dialogue but who the fuck cared, it
was the exact truth, and they were both already moving, she to throw a demanding
leg over him, he to roll between her legs, find her with his cock, find the wet
gate into her heat... He slid into her with a long single move, and pressed to
the fullest depth of his length, jamming against her until even her breath was
forced out and then jabbing hard with his hips so that she cried out,
pleasure/pain, pure fucking... That was what it was between them then, the
simplest kind of fucking, teenagers in the back of a fifties Chevy who didn't
know shit, had never seen anything but a chaste peck between their parents and
maybe a fade-to-black screen kiss between Ronald Reagan and Nancy Davis...
nothing, they knew nothing but their bodies had such desires, slamming
against each other with pure need... It
was the most ferocious pleasure she'd ever had, this plain vanilla missionary
collision of bodies, the hottest sex she'd ever imagined, the purity and want of
it... She
started to come again, wanted to kiss him, wanted to see him, her eyes slid open
and saw him above her, a little raised, elbows on the bed but the long slender
fingers curved round her shoulders, head thrown back in concentration and
pleasure, the thick black hair falling to his shoulders and sticking in places
to his neck with moisture, the billow of his upper lip pulled a little separate
from the lower lip, and.... fangs.
"Haaaaaa..."
came out of her in terror, but there was no moving, she wasn't going to get to
run, his hands were on her shoulders and her convulsion that was not a coming
was all for nothing; he was so strong, his pinning of her so effortless it was
as if she hadn't even tried to move -- but he'd noticed.
He pushed deep, deep, all the way inside her once again, the strong hips
compressing the clitoris with that stab of pleasure/pain and holding--- and now
his head tilted down and at long last he opened his eyes. They
were bright yellow. "Isabella..."
he whispered. The motion of his
lips to say her name showed her the fangs again... tiger fangs.
No. Vampire fangs.
"You're
a vampire," she whispered, shock carrying her to that Wonderland of slowed
time and false calm where she could converse rationally with a monster. "Yeah,"
he said. And as she watched his
head reared back, the mouth opened wide, wider, huge, and held for a second of
gasping, hissing breath, and then snapped down on her throat, an impression of
black hair flying all around with the garish yellow eyes and needle teeth moving
at the center-- Then
pain, the exact feeling of animal teeth cutting through the sensitive skin of
the throat, digging for what they wanted, feeling for a split second that lasted
forever to find the vein, and forcing into that-- and then came the sucking. The
first gulp hurt, felt like some piece of her throat was being ripped away-- and
then the sensation changed. He had
convulsed, his whole body arching with a terrible tension, and the rumbling
growl resumed, so close to her ear now, a resonant deep slow purr that echoed in
his throat -- and he began to move inside her again. And
this was like a wave, there was a rhythm to the surge of his body on hers, the
hard cock pushed deep inside her and the pull at her throat; it felt incredible;
it hurt like fire; the angels were weeping with envy; she was dissolving in
boiling acid.. ..
He was taking at the throat and giving at the cunt, his cock hard and
silken and cool inside her; his
hips rising and falling and hers meeting them with instinct and desire, fill me,
make me feel it, do it, do it more--- She heard her own screaming:
pain/pleasure/pain-- more! -- she was coming and yet inside that
beautiful fire she felt her death rising, not coming from outside but rising
from inside her own body like a little locked box that had been sucked open in
this hurricane, tornado, firestorm of fucking, vortex and flame of pure
sensation---- "No-o-o-o,"
she screamed with the last shred of self left to her -- and the mouth pulled
away, the body was gone-- She
was barely conscious, gasping, pulling air into her lungs desperately, straining
to stay conscious, to keep seeing the burning candles -- where was he?
Where was the demon that had been killing her with ecstasy seconds ago
--? She lifted her head and,
fighting the wave of wooziness, saw him, naked, beautiful, still erect, streaked
with bits of blood and drinking wine straight from a bottle and few feet away.
He said he didn't have anything to drink, some irrelevant corner of her
brain complained. Selfish bastard.
-- She tried to lift her head
higher, and that was too much: abruptly the world was just gone. ~ ~ ~ When
she drifted back up, she couldn't tell if minutes or hours had gone by -- same
dark warehouse, same bed, same oriental carpet walls, and she was lying flat on
her back and naked on the bed with a naked man -- vampire -- lying beside her
and watching as her eyes opened. "Welcome
back to the world of the living." His
voice crackled with irony. She
tried to get up, and completely lacked the strength. "You really are--" "Oh
yeah," he said. "Let's
skip the scream, okay?" "I
don't scream," she said with annoyance.
"Well, spiders, maybe. Really
huge hairy spiders that can swallow a cop car.
But not at you." The
tough chick 'tude relaxed him. "Good,"
he said with an easy smile. "You're gonna be okay, but it'll take a few hours before
you should move. I'm going to get
out of here...." "You're
going to leave me alone?" More
annoyance. "Oh,
it gets better," he said cheerfully. "Once
you're able to move, I'll be back to erase your memory." "Fuck
you," she said eloquently. He
shrugged. "How
do you know you can, anyway?" Tough
chick bravado. A
smile. "I knew that before we
ever left the club," he said gently. Her
tone changed. "Hey -- I want
to remember this. I want to
remember *you.* My date with the undead. A
real live demon lover. How the hell
else am I ever going to get on Geraldo?" He
shook his head slightly, and gave her a smug smile. "I could let you, but then I'd have to kill you,"
he joked. "Really?"
she said. "I have to forget
*everything*?" The
smug smile stretched a little wider. "Actually,
no," he said. "You're
going to have these," his fingers brushed her thigh, rubbing gently at a
tender place, and rose to gesture at her cunt and her throat.
She lifted her head enough to see a bruise, and two neat little fresh
scabs. "Great," she
muttered. "Been there, done
that, got the festering sores...." "So
you're going to remember your rock god."
The smile stretched into a quick grin.
"You're going to remember that he gave you crabs." "Oh
shit!" she said, torn between horror and laughing.
She found she could lift her arms, though they felt like they were
weighed down with rocks. She waved her hands. "No,
anything but that!" she said feebly, but laughing. "Hey,
if it really is a fate *worse* than death..." he started in a teasing,
gravelly voice. But the eyes were
-- well, not joking. "Oh--no,"
she whipped out. "No no
no..." He
nodded. "Think of your
resulting disgust, and your newfound devotion to fidelity, as my wedding
present." The smug smile
reappeared, and he leaned back, looking at her from under half-closed eyes. "Basss-tard,"
she said. "Vampire,
ma'am," he said as John Wayne. Fuck,
she liked him. He'd taken a Jumbo
Slurpee's worth of blood out of her body, plus she was going to feel like
raggedy shit for at least a week, plus he was going to make her believe she'd
caught crabs from some randy rock god in North Beach (how the fuck was she going
to slide that one past her betrothed?), but she really liked him.
Izzy, she told herself sternly, it is time to seriously up the meds. "Never
see you again, right?" she said, kind of wistfully. The
smile decreased, and he reached up to stroke her chin.
"You wouldn't live through it." "Downer,"
she shivered. His
grin flashed again. "Not for
me." He leaned forward and
kissed her softly, nibbling at the lower lip, licking as if at some tiny taste
of what he'd been gulping. She
parted her lips and his head came down on hers harder, his cool mouth opened to
hers and they began to share another of those let's-check-your-tonsillectomy
kisses -- and he pulled away, yellow-eyed and reaching for the bottle, which he
finished. As
he got up and walked away to get another bottle, she noticed he was hard again,
or still, and her mind flashed back for a second to the astonishing,
devastating, brain shattering pleasure of that sex.
"It might be worth it," she murmured, then gasped as he turned
with the speed of a blur to look back at her.
He froze again, like he had earlier when she'd first nibbled at his ear,
black eyed, his face hard and frightening.
This time, seeing the stillness, Isabella realized it meant something had
rattled him behind the mask and watched, fascinated, as a preternatural being
stood in front of her as itself and nothing more. Long seconds went by before his body relaxed back into
something human. "Don't
invite a vampire to kill," he said in a tense, soft voice, and pulled the
cork out of the second bottle. But
curiosity was making her crazy. After
all, he was standing there in front of her with a stiffy; vampire or not, it had
to mean something. "Don't you ever get to come?" His
eyebrows climbed up again, and he came back to the bed and sat next to her.
"With the kill," he said easily. "Oh
shit," she said. "Or
with another--" "--vampire,"
she finished, her wonder so violent she couldn't just think it. "Mm-hm."
Completely matter of fact. "Fuck,"
she said. 'Shit' wasn't strong
enough for this revelation. Stunningly
original repartee you're offering, said the cool chick inside her.
No wonder he let you live, eh? "I'd
like to," he said, flashing that criminally hot dimpled grin again, and
reaching out to run his hand along her chin, down the line of her hair, over the
strongly marked collarbones. "But-- not this time."
He smiled, and he looked like every fabulously cruel alien ever on 'Star
Trek' who suffered a moment of weakness and did something kind.
He moved an arm to the other side of her, and leaned over her, looking
down at her body almost abstractly. Isabella
wished very much that she had the strength to get up... and knew she didn't.
And some traitorous part of her said, if he bites again, make me not
care... "Not
this time," he repeated, and yet one hand began to move over her naked body
again. "Sweet
breasts," he murmured, brushing the back of his hand over them. "I'm
surprised you could find them," she said jokingly.
"They're microscopic." "They're--
a mouthful," he said, blinking. His
face softened with a smile that turned crooked and half-cruel as one of his
fingers traced the blue line of a vein down to the nipple, and then his head
bent to taste it again, suckling lightly, tongue teasing as the nipple stood
hard and taut, then sliding down to suck harder, greedily.
His eyes opened to look up at hers, and they were vivid yellow between
the thick black outline of his lashes, just for a second holding her image in
their burning depths, and then his mouth opened again, wide, wider, long soft
black hair and perfect mouth lowering onto her body again.... ~ Return to "Forever Knight" ~ ~ Return to Apache's Archive ~
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