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Content: That night I wound up pulling a very long shift; there was a bus accident, one of those sad
hit-a-patch-of-ice hideous things.
There was a question of whether the driver was drunk, and that meant a
criminal investigation, and that meant me.
Some nights I'd really rather be a doctor for the living. It was past eight in the morning before I could change my clothes and
leave. On my way out the door I spotted a retractor that had slid under a gurney
and escaped being picked up, which reminded me of the strange vampire who'd come
to visit and say thanks. The
beginning of this very shift, though it seemed like months ago now. Next time, say it with flowers, I thought, but then there was
that interesting kiss... and damn
him for figuring out how I felt about Nick in three seconds flat, incidentally.
Vampires... And that put me
in mind of his friend, Screed (now why did *that* name stick in my memory and
not the other one?) Well, that might be something I could do for the living, I thought.
I decided to swing by that little alley on the way home and see how he
was doing. Exhaustion does that to you, takes away your good sense. ~ ~ ~ I had a flashlight, so I found my way down to the basement level without
breaking any bones. I followed a
hallway and eventually came around a right turning and saw the light of what
might have been a couple candles burning. Good
sign -- somebody had to light them.
Dropping the flashlight beam down to my feet, I went forward to the
threshhold, to where I could just see the candlelight directly. "Hello? Hello?
Anyone home?" Uh... any*thing* home? I'd never seen anything like
that pile of rat bodies... they
were like Exhibit A in a class called Contagion 101.
Elementary Epidemiology: don't try this at home, kids... "Hello--rh!" A
single strong hand lifted me by the jaw and pushed me against the wall; the
flashlight hit the floor and shattered. I
was dangling in the dark, with just those two candles off to one
side-- that didn't matter. I
didn't need to see anything: I was hearing a vampire snarl. "Screed... Screed!
It's Dr. Lambert!" I choked out.
The head reared back and the bared teeth caught the smallest glimmer of
light-- fangs by candlelight, I thought.
Why I have this demented sense of humor I don't know, but it never, never
stops kibitzing. The snarl abated;
the hand dropped me. I heard the
vampire moving away in the darkness, and it occluded the candles for a moment. "Wait?... Screed?" I
reached down and groped. Well, my
medical bag was still in one piece. "I
came to see how you are." I heard a match scrape, and the vampire began lighting candles, improving
my visibility. It wasn't Screed, it
was shorter and had long hair-- it was Valdez, Vache-something,
the one who'd come to the lab. C'mon it's only been twelve hours, you forgot
the name already? You can still
name two hundred bones in the human body, but one little vampire...? Vachon. As if he heard my mind call his name, he turned back to face me,
reasonably well lit by candlelight. The
fangs were gone. "Sorry if I scared you," he said cheerfully.
He flashed a grin that was extremely wicked and extremely sexy.
It made me want to put him in his place. "I've seen worse," I snapped. "You have?" His
surprise was palpable, not to mention enjoyable. He raked me with his eyes, looking for signs of a lie. "Oh yeah," I said. "Recently." Never
seen a vampire possessed by a demon, huh, fella?
Well, you just haven't lived. "Then you should know to let sleeping vampires lie," he came
back at me. His expression had
turned hostile. "I was curious about...ah, Screed.
I thought maybe..." I
lifted the medical bag. "He didn't make it." A
gentle voice, the hostility gone. "I'm sorry. Were you
friends?" Stupid, automatic
question, but what I really wondered was, what the heck are you doing down in
this hellhole if you don't have to be here? "We went w-a-a-y back."
The dangerous grin again. How
many pretty girls had died of wanting that grin -- ever since
"w-a-a-y back"? The thought brought all my weariness back.
I wanted Nick all of a sudden, really badly -- Nick who loves
life as much as any doctor, who struggles like hell every single day to get away
from the marauding beast in him that this vampire probably takes for granted, or
even revels in. "I'm sorry," I said again.
What do you say when a vampire dies?
Good luck in hell? Maybe
you'll only wind up in the Eighth Circle, not the Ninth? Nick is so sure of all of that medievalist claptrap... what
would I have said if he died? Well, let's not stand
here in the dark and worry about that right this minute, OK? I turned to leave, and realized it was pitch black the way I'd
come. I was going to have to go
down and get a candle. There was a
half staircase I could see, so I headed for it, which meant I went further into
what had been the dead vampire's living space.
If you could call it that. Now that my eyes were a little bit adjusted, I took a look around the
cellar. The heap of rats was gone,
and it was cleaner. Not clean, not
by a long shot, but clean-er. "Tidying
up for the new tenant?" I joked, reaching for a candle. "Something's bothering you."
The vampire came closer. "Got a decade?" It broke out of me with a laugh.
"Well, yeah, you probably do. Let's
just say life can be rough." He looked at me, his face a beautiful study of shadows and
Rembrandt-lit pale skin. His
eyes were black and expressionless in that light. The
perfection and passivity of the image made me want to touch him, to make him
react and move. I thought of his
eyes as they'd seemed just a few inches away from mine, twelve hours ago, that
compelling vampire charm he had... That
funny, sexy grin that meant you were only seconds away from giving in, from
losing your life to this killer... "Well, let's not," I said on an impulse.
"Let's say what's bothering me is... Tracy Vetter.
A lot of people care about her-- a lot."
And one of them is you... or did you know I'd figured that out, this
morning? And I've seen Tracy cry
over you... He blinked with surprise and turned hostile again. "You telling me to leave her alone?" In a way, his tone of voice was more frightening than his
fangs had been. And unnecessary,
really -- but he didn't know me well enough to know that. How much should I say? Well-- "Me? No-o."
It came out with a little laugh. "Look, I'm in no position to preach to
anyone about not tangling up your life with a vampire. Or a human, in your case."
The hostility level dropped. "But
maybe I am telling you... be nice." Nice?
Nice? That's the best you
can come up with, Dr. Award Winning Pathologist And I Was Also Great On My
Psychiatric Rotation Lambert? **Be
nice?** "Nice?" Clearly
the vampire was as deeply impressed by my words of wisdom as I was.
But it had a good effect; the sheer ineptness of the prescription relaxed
him. Relaxed?
No, let's tell the truth: the vampire laughed at me. "You know what I mean," I said. "And if you don't, look it up."
I decided to depart in a huff. I picked up a candle in one hand, and my
medical bag in the other and turned to go.
But as I climbed the stairs, the instruments inside rattled and put an
idea in my head. I turned back. "As long as I'm here... could I have some blood?" Talk about words coming out funny. Not that the vampire was laughing,
however, and I can't say that I was either.
He was looking at me... dumbfounded would be overstating it. But not by much. "Ah... let me clarify." I smiled a bit self‑consciously,
but this was for medicine -- for Nick -- and I'm very
surefooted on this particular ground. It's the one thing I care most about in
the world. "Could I have a sample of your blood?
For... research purposes?" After
all, he did say he could never repay me. I watched him think about it, wondering what the pros and cons of this
would be to a vampire mind. For
Nick, there's something in it, but for this one, nothing.
I had one precious sample of Screed's blood, and some of Nick's, but this
one would be only my third vampire subject. I never had the nerve to ask Janette to let me tap a vein.
Comparative DNA, I thought, maybe maybe this will help. "OK," he said. His
face was still expressionless. "A whole pint, even?" He
was amused. "It won't hurt you," I promised, and he became even more
amused. "OK, lie down," I ordered.
I am probably the world's ranking expert on getting blood *out* of
vampires. Since they don't have any
blood pressure to speak of, it closely resembles getting blood from a stone.
There was a bed, probably where'd he been sleeping.
Anyway, it would do. "Feet
up," I said, and slid a handy cinderblock under them.
He looked askance at my shim. "Sorry, they have to be elevated-- we kind of have to
just drain you," I explained. "Then
I add a little suction." He blinked with momentary queasiness-- yeah, I bet you've
never described it to any of the folks *you* take blood from, have you? I had to look away to hide a sudden flush of
hostility-- with Nick, I'm always dealing with someone who is
utterly miserable at the thought of all his killing, who stopped long ago.
But this one-- he's probably still active, still a free and
easy murderer... I have to keep that thought out of my mind in order to deal
with him clinically. Just be a
doctor, Nat, not judge and jury. He watched with fascination as I slid the big needle into his arm, and as
what passes in vampires for blood came leaking out into the bag.
It's a slow process, but he seemed not to lose interest as the minutes
ticked by, watching his blood (whose blood?) drain down the tube toward the bag.
I got over my little flash of anger, and remembered that he, alone of a
hundred (a hundred?), had come to thank me for his life.
The silence wasn't uncomfortable, but eventually I broke it anyway. "Let me guess, you're not a regular donor," I said
drily. He turned his attention on me then, looking
at me with the same kind of disinterested yet intimate fascination that he'd
given to watching his blood drain. I
couldn't bear it, looked at the bag. "You and Knight," he said, unexpectedly.
He stopped, but I knew what he meant.
He was looking at me with the friendliness he'd offered in the lab last
night. I gave him the best answer
I'd ever come up with. "It's complicated." I
checked the bag, the tubes. "But
as long as we're prying... you and Tracy?" The dangerous grin again, but he let it fade.
"Not complicated," he said thoughtfully.
"Not yet. But it could get there."
His eyes blurred. Talk about
watching someone get lost in his thoughts... he was in tall timber without a map
or a compass. So that's what the kiss in the morgue was really about. "What're you going to do about it?" I asked. "I don't know?" His
eyes swung down to mine; even this non-answer was a question.
He swallowed, licked his lips, and looked at me with pure confusion.
In fact, he almost looked like he might want a confidante.
No, no, no, no, no. I don't
do vampire lonelyhearts. I dropped
my eyes down to the blood bag, and let long minutes tick by before I looked back
up at him. When I did, he was watching me with pointed attention. His free hand reached forward to run a strand of my hair
through his fingers, and then he reached back to do it again. I pulled my head out of reach. "Why do you spend your life, your beauty, on the dead?" he said
whisperingly. "Look at you...
you should be cherished." It made me mad. "I bet
that line has gotten you a lot of free lunches over the years," I snapped. Nick would've recoiled in horror; he finds it unbearable to be reminded
of his past, and also to be reminded that I'm capable of figuring out what some
of it must have been like. But this
Vachon was just amused. "You could say that," he conceded with a small smile.
Then he looked at me seriously. "But
that's not what's happening here, *Doctor*," he looked pointedly at the
needle lying against his arm, its tip inserted in a vein.
"It makes you angry to be called beautiful," he observed.
"At least by me." Too much hit, and too much miss, for me to deal with. "Let it go, OK? Just,"
I waved a hand, "let it go." The bag was pretty full, and I sealed it up and took the needle out of
his arm with a nice swab and a bandaid, pointless in his case, but good habits. I picked up a candle and headed for the stairs
again. "Thanks for the
contribution, Vachon," I said. "See
ya around." I think I was
hoping that was true. I headed back for the building exit with the sense of relief I always
discover I'm feeling the minute I get out of the presence of any vampire but
Nick -- no matter how superficially friendly they are, I'm always
aware my life could be in the balance. Maybe
it's pure prey instinct, what an antelope feels at a waterhole, sensing a lion
somewhere in the near distance. It
doesn't matter if they've just fed-- they're still lions.
And yet something in me likes them. Unfortunately a crossdraft knocked out my candle.
I breathed a curse under my breath, and started to grope my way forward,
found the next bend, put my foot in a puddle, cursed again, slid my hand along
the wall and touched... a body. I
jumped, but I should have known. It
was him. He slid a hand all the way to my elbow, and began to lead me forward.
For me it was pitch black, steps in the darkness, but I knew he could
see. "A stair," said a
soft voice, and I felt with my foot for the riser.
"More stairs..." He led me slowly, telling me where there were overhead pipes to duck,
leading me around corners... it was eerie, that absolute dependence on my guide,
the vampire. I put my other hand
out once, as if to feel for a wall, and he touched it immediately so I would
have something to grasp... Somewhere along the way it dawned on me. "You could have just lit the candle." "I prefer to stand and praise the darkness," he said in his wry
voice. It was a joke and not a
joke, and suddenly I felt his presence right in front of me, and a hand ran up
from my elbow to my shoulder, my neck, my cheek again. "Oh, what a fragrance you have," he said in a half whisper.
"Knight is a fool..." "Stop it." "He's a fool, beautiful Natalie," he said.
"Or you are." "Stop it. You don't
know--" I felt
confused. He retreated to arm's length again, as he had while he was leading me
through the dark. "A
right-hand turn," he said, in the neutral voice he'd used to guide
me, and there it was, a shaft of light at the end of that corridor. "There's your sun, Doctor," he said. "Don't come here again." He started to leave, but I still had a good grip on his
wrist; I tugged on it, and he stopped. "It's not that simple," I said. "You know it isn't.
Not for any of us." I
felt his muscles relax and saw tiny reflections of light on his hair; he was
nodding. But he didn't bother to
say anything, just pulled free and left, back into the pitch black.
I walked toward the sunshine, abruptly feeling it again, how
bone-tired I really was. ~ Go to "Interlude", next in the "House Call" Series ~ ~ Return to "Forever Knight" ~ ~ Return to Apache's Archive ~
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