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now and then, he had to-- not often, but when he hungered like this, he couldn't
endure the night without-- Perfectly
still in his favorite chair, feet flush to the floor, arms stretched out as if
enthroned, eyes closed, barely breathing, Javier Vachon tried to control the
desire that was screaming in his vampire's heart and knowing he would fail. I
need... I need... I want oh God oh
black Satanas I want-- His
eyes snapped opened, yellow; he frowned hard, closing them.
All his nerves were on fire; he
felt the weight of his flesh on his bones, the dryness of air sliding over his
tongue. The rustle of a breeze through a broken window upstairs
sounded like a hurricane; the very weight of the cool autumn air on his skin
seemed intolerable. And
those pains were nothing to the hunger. His
mouth opened, fanged, it stretched and pulled closed and opened again in a slow,
uncontrollable pantomime of his only thought.
His head tipped back, lips curling back from the fangs; the expression on
his face was a mix of despair and ecstatic surrender.
He began to breath rapidly, deep fast gulps of the night air.
The yellow eyes opened again, looking at the open window, and in the next
second he was out in the air over Toronto. Hungry.
Hunting. So mad with this
lust he was snarling in the air. Stupid.
Use the motorcycle. Go back.
The satisfaction of revving 1200 cc's to the max, the pleasure of the
physical feel of the sounds in his ears, the vibrations against his legs, his
balls half crushed against the seat, starting to get hard there next to the
church just thinking about what he was going to do, his mouth opening in that
yearning pantomime again.... get her. Go
get her. No,
not Tracy. Last shred of control.
Not Tracy. He
popped the Triumph's clutch and sped downtown, snapping sunglasses on over his
eyes; tonight, he couldn't force them into the dark glaze of fake humanity.
Downtown. The hookers, the
really poor ones, the ones who dressed in the shortest dresses, halters, hot
pants, the legs that were the gates to a certain paradise swinging wide, narrow,
wide under those skirts... the blouses that began the opening he craved, the
opening he was going to have now, now. Now.
God,
the women. Always, over the years,
the women; in a tavern joking; leaning out the windows of a bawdyhouse, their
breasts plumped against the sills, their eyes laughing; or sad parades on city
streets, even in rain, cold nights, women who needed men almost as desperately
as he now needed one of them, women who took the pain, who craved the pain, who
offered the pain like a dark ritual, who spread themselves under him or wrapped
themselves around him. Sometimes he
would still feel their desire when the bite came, when the fangs broke through
and they knew, sometimes even then crying for more pain... how to find one of
them? How to see it... He
gulped air again, the desperation in his body growing, his cock hard inside his
jeans, eyes bright-- sunglasses, wondering even then if the fire in him would
shine through, show the girl he picked what her fate would look like-- A
long body, a very long body so he could have what he wanted...
The redhead in blue vinyl, appealing; the nose ring, he didn't like
snagging his hair in them; the Asian/black one, what eyes, what a drape of
almost liquid midnight hair, but too short, not right for this; there, a blonde
one, a cornfed long-boned girl with a long back, long waist, almost six feet
tall but the proportions wrong, her legs too short for her to be a model, too
short to be this year's pretty, her torso pliable, what will her belly look
like, the long shadows of the muscles around the cavern of the gut, a tiny puff
of fat below the navel but before the hair, maybe?
To lie on a long body, pillow himself on her warmth... "Looking
for a party?" Dead blue eyes.
Seen too much. Don't talk, don't show the fangs. He nodded and pulled his lips wide in what should be a smile.
And then he caught her scent and the smile turned real and he dipped his
head, sliding the hair forward as his mouth opened with its yearning yet again,
lips thinning back from the fangs, beyond his control.
"All night," he said from behind his veil.
His throat was so drawn it came out as a hoarse whisper. "Three
hundred, straight or around. No
kinks, no sharps." He
nodded, digging into jeans pocket with one hand, using the excuse to keep his
head angled down and away from her. His
hand came out with a fistful of hundreds, bonus from a drugdealer kill a few
days back. The prostitute would
like that. She might think of
robbing him. "Well,
o-*kay,* sweetheart," she said, friendlier now. The
woman slid onto the bike behind him, giving him a small, impudent thrust with
her pelvis by way of saying hello. The
vampire's mouth opened wider and his head fell back, but there was nothing she
could see, no way she could know it was not a return greeting. The long body
made her much taller than him on the motorcycle seat, so her chin was resting
lightly against his ear. And just
under it, audible to his senses even through the motorcycle's idling, was the
place where the jugular vein comes very, very close to the skin.
He listened, and began to almost pant.
The hooker liked this, liked her power to destroy his ease, and wrapped
her arms snugly around him. He
peeled the rear tire, dropping the clutch hard and loud. ~ ~ ~ "You
live here?" He
still hadn't said anything, nodded. "You
ever take off those shades?" She
reached for them, but he pushed her hand away.
They were off the bike, at the side of the church, about to go in the
door he didn't often use. The door
for Tracy. Tracy.
The need surged up again, but calmer now.
The woman's presence slid into his senses like a drug, the scent of her,
the sight of her skin, her windblown hair, the sound of her heart now thrumming
in his ears like a drum keeping time, the rhythm of his desire -- and his
knowledge that it would be satisfied. The
trap was sprung, although it didn't show; the
predator in him knew it was getting what it wanted most and was cooler, more
deliberate. And yet, the thought of
Tracy -- he touched the woman for the first time, touching the skin of her upper
arm, pushing her back against the wall of the church, and took a kiss.
He breathed against her face, first, felt her lips with his, licked his
tongue wide and hard across them, pressed them open.
The
beginning of her flavor, saliva... Lots of tastes. Chewing gum and come, smoke from cigarettes and crack,
whiskey... it had been a regular night on the street for her. Her
last. She
let him kiss, didn't make him take, though he would have now, was going to have
everything he wanted now, never mind a whore's scruples, a woman's desire to
live-- that was over. She didn't
know it, but *she* was over, whatever had made her her was all lost now, and the
remnant was only what was his, what he wanted of her, what he would take-- Flavors
of smoke, a meaty savor, a dark tinge in this woman's mouth, in her blood,
something wicked and poisonous and beautiful, passion-flower maybe in the scent
of her: which comes first, the drug
or the need? Was this melange of
darkblooded craving for drugs and pain her nature at birth or something she had
made herself into? Who cared...
deeper, deeper into her, into the kiss and breaking away. Now
she was curious about him, maybe caught a sidelong glimpse of the yellow eyes
behind the glasses, but he steered her in front of him and up the stairs,
through the doors and in. He'd
lit candles in the sanctuary and nave, there was enough light for her to see by,
and he saw her glancing around curiously at the tiny signs of his habitation,
the chairs, the guitar sitting by, the bottle she would misunderstand sitting
uncorked on an upturned crate. Again he steered her, a little to the left, toward the door
that led down to his daytime safety, the pitch black of the basement. Again
there were candles to light her way. Six
steps, a turn, six more steps, no railing, old stone, but she could see.
"God, it's cold in here," she said.
"What are you, some kind of caretaker?
Couldn't they at least do you some electricity?
Or is this a squat?" He
nodded, and swallowed. "A
squat." It was a fair enough
word. "Let's
see the looneytunes again," she said sharply. He
smiled, and pulled the bills out of his pocket, handing her three of them.
He didn't want to start with her suspicious.
Not that it mattered. Bona
fide hundreds, she was satisfying herself.
And when she threw a dubious glance around his basement digs, he peeled
off another one and handed it to her for incentive. She stuffed the bills away in her tiny purse, and looked at
him, and said, "Okay, sweetheart, it's your party. Whaddaya want?" Her
tone brought a fraction of a smile out of him.
She must have seen so much, to be taking this place in stride.
Must have done so much, walked away from so much -- felt so much, at
least once in her life, and then walked away from feeling, too. "Lie
down," Vachon said, indicating the small bed. He didn't know or care if she'd noticed the civilized bed
upstairs, the one where he'd once thought he would die, the one where Tracy had
brought him blood. That bed wasn't
for this. He wanted to keep that
mattress. This
was a single bed with a rutted mattress covered by a clammy sheet that was not
tucked in. There was a thin Army
blanket crumpled at its foot, and one pillow.
Not much, but more than enough. She
sat down on the edge of the bed. The
bedsprings creaked. A picture of what would come flashed through his mind,
memories of stables and black basement rooms across the centuries; he got harder
than iron in his pants and his fangs ached against his tightly compressed lips.
And yet the predator knew... the animal is caught.
Take your time, you like it better that way-- She lay back, her legs
slightly apart, and looked at him. He
knew he was a figure in black: black
hair, black clothes, black sunglasses maybe reflecting a candle -- but he had
paid. He
sat down on the edge of the bed. "Close
your eyes and don't open them," he ordered softly.
"And don't talk." She
obeyed, though he kept the sunglasses on until he could see if she was going to
be good at it. Not that it really mattered. It
was time to touch her. His
fingertips reached the fabric of her halter, and his nerves sang with their
knowledge that this was the beginning. Pull
a lace, pull a thread through an eyelet, so much like other centuries, pull the
lacings wide -- his hands swept through the lacing to her breasts, and he gasped
and his mouth fell open. She jumped
at the coldness of his hands and made a small startled sound, but she kept her
eyes closed and said no word. His
hands kept moving, the meat of his thumbs sweeping over her nipples, then his
palms cupping them, nice breasts, weighing enough to shift around as his long
fingers closed, opened and closed, kneading, pushing, possessing... More. He
pushed the lacing apart and opened the halter completely, and bent over to
nuzzle the breasts slightly, touching with his lips, his nose.
He moved to lie down atop his own hands on her, feeling her body taking
his weight, her breasts being crushed against her ribcage as they took the extra
pressure. Her legs opened so his
would slide between them, nothing romantic or flirtatious, just getting on with
her business, but he settled slowly against her crotch, feeling the warmth of it
through his jeans. She
still hadn't opened her eyes, so he slid the glasses off now, yet closed his own
eyes and went forward by feel. He
lowered his mouth to her breastbone and nibbled, hearing the unexcited thumping
of her heart so close, unafraid, knowing what this was, so familiar to her, a
man coming to her body with a need.... Vachon
began exploring, loverlike-- She was his lover in ways she could never know,
could never live to understand because of what he needed to do to her-- mouth on
her breast, licking, covering, slurping, sucking hard, drawing some slight fluid
through the porous skin at the tips of the nipples, a bit of the body's serum,
more flavor of smoke and poison, more need, need-- He
laid his head down on her breast and used both hands to begin to take off his
jeans; she helped him peel off until he was lying on her naked, every inch of
his skin feeling her warmth, feeling the tiny quivers of her skin as the
heartbeats raced through her body, carrying blood everywhere, carrying blood to
the tiny veins that served the skin and made it his warm field, his resting
place. Reaching to undress her
more, he found that under the tiny skirt, her panties were the open kind, satin
around lace around wiry hair around the hot center of her cunt.
He decided he liked that and left them on, teasing the tip of his cock
against each of these sensations, then pushing the whole shaft long against the
satin, pulling away, touching the heat with his tip again, his breath coming
raggedly. Her
hand came down to grasp him and she made a move as if to sit up, not resistance
but an offer, her lips parting and her back beginning to curl, but still
obedient, saying nothing, keeping her eyes closed, blind white half circles
under sandy brown eye brows, a sleepwalking child reaching... he pushed her back
down gently, whispered, "I couldn't take it." She must be able to feel the truth of it, her truth of it,
the cock like steel, needing only the smallest thing to explode for, and what
the sensation of her hot mouth swallowing would do to him... he wanted something
else. So he pushed her down, saw
with his yellow eyes her little smile of pleasure at her own power over him, and
gave her his mouth and his cock all at once, sliding himself once more across
that series of textures but now knifing into the heart of the best one, sliding
into the heat of her cunt, a little bit wet, even the whore's cunt a little wet
from kisses to her breasts or maybe just lubricant from the last trick --
nothing mattered, he was there, so close, so close to the source, so close to
the furnace of her mortal heat, pushing slowly but with vampire strength as deep
into her as he could go, and then rocking slowly, slowly, in the heat, balls
pressing against that lace and hair, cock sliding back and forth and in -- take
take take He
held her shoulders, lifting her head so he could reach her mouth, for her body
was exactly what he had wanted, so long that with his cock buried in her, her
head was almost beyond his reach. In
the kiss, her tongue found his fangs and played with them, and now it happened,
the tiny scrape, the first bloodletting, his mouth suddenly sucking at her
tongue with inhuman strength to get the blood, his whole body so full of the
thrill of blood that without thinking he was fucking as hard as he could, so
fast, so dazzled with sensation in every nerve, filling and withdrawing, pushing
her open and letting her close, having the sweet constriction of mortal sex and
the first great tang of her blood sliding into him-- blood-- blood-- It
happened in a second, her startlement at the sudden strangeness of the sex, and
then the smallest instant of terror: she pulled away, a little string of blood
and saliva trailing out across her lip and her chin as she fell back to the
mattress, her eyes snapping open and seeing his for the first time, the feral
burning that could only be death, sulfur yellow, demon yellow, his knowledge
seeing her knowledge, his gasp of killer's joy-- He
followed her down, followed the curve of their fit, which brought his mouth to
her lower neck and his fangs flashed into her throat-- The
feeding so great a rush that he could do no more than clench against her, his
cock pressed into her furthest reach, his hands cracking her shoulders with
their ecstatic clenching; feeling the joint crumple and the ball of some bone
crush to powder inside his grip-- ...but
stop now, whispered the beast. This
isn't it, not yet, not yet... let go now... Vachon
pulled his head away, looking down at the woman he was still fucking.
No, she was not dead, not even entirely comatose, but glazed, not able to
feel much or respond-- but make
sure, said the whisper in him, make sure. There
had been a time when he had played with pain, felt through the blood what it was
like when a mortal struggled to use a broken arm, a ruined joint, felt their
will to live through the suffering, knowing that he as the vampire would take it
in the end, even the will, that he could swallow all they ever were or had been;
he had tasted their excruciations as his pleasures.
Those were his early days, though, and they didn't last because he still
had a heart and could not stand the memory of pleasures bought by too much pain.
No matter what he needed, what he loved was women, not their pain...
so he had learned how to be sure: he
had not known elegant words like vertebrae, anoxia, quadriplegia, in the
sixteenth century, but found that the cord inside the back, if pressed
carefully, could stop the pain. It
took motion from the limbs, true, but he didn't need that as much -- and so,
now, in his late twentieth century bed, his thumbs slipped under this woman's
back, felt their way up the spine, found a place they knew well, and crushed the
bone out of its circle shape, dented the cord with it-- gently, or she'll stop
breathing, gently, or she could convulse... Now
he would learn if it had worked. Now
he would have what he could not live without...
Urs
had come running once, feeling the turmoil of this experience in her own blood
and not knowing what was happening to her master.
She'd stood shocked and staring at the sight of him after the feeding,
the sight of him sated and drowsy and cradling his head on the breast of his
lover and kill, still languidly licking a little -- she'd interrupted that, and
he'd almost killed her in his rage at being disturbed in his joy.
Yes
now, now, now the greatest joy would come -- he was still inside the long-bodied
woman, her blue eyes vacant and uncomprehending but alive and dimly conscious,
her cunt still hot; he shifted, and fucked her a little more, just the joy of a
hot slick mortal cunt, and now-- he bent his head to her left clavicle, angling
his mouth so the tooth touched its ridge, and pressed down. A
rip, and blood to lick. Not much,
not many veins here, but sweet and running free like a dammed creek loosed to
its bed.... Tear down the bone to
the breastbone, a neat line, a bleeding into the furrow, something to lap up
with tongue tip, sweet with her fear now, and the bone standing out white where
the tooth had ripped through, visible in small streaks. Now
the fingers followed to the place where the bones met, the cartilage --
bloodless, unappealing -- that hinged them.
Strong vampire fingertips feeling their way into that place and -- one
crush, and the clavicle snapped next to the join -- gently, gently, the fingers
pressing inward into the heat, the wetness, his mouth, greedy mouth, not able to
wait, following to the opening, lapping at the blood that welled out as the
fingers explored, enlarging the opening carefully, just a couple inches, just
enough to slip delicate long fingers through .... Ribs.
Top rib. Slender stave, so
flexible, and yet -- with two fingers pushing in opposite directions, he bent it
against itself and it snapped. One
more rib. Another snap.
Sharp edges, and the limits of his reach.
Push. Harder. It
brought a welling of blood to the surface and his head darted down to suck it
up; most of the blood was falling inside the body, he knew; pooling in the
cavities, the surprising open spaces the body harbored.... blood in his mouth, a
gulp, a bit running out the side of his mouth, tongue darting to catch it but
some getting away and trickling down to his chin -- he usually hated that, but
now the pleasure went over him in a wave, and again his cock answered with a
hunger of its own and he indulged in a flurry of pushes in and out of her,
though there could be no more of her diligent whore's response of faked
pleasure. Her breathing was shallow but slow, and the heart steady and slow --
she was still in a state where she could survive, still lots of natural
endurance in reserve... just what
he wanted. Bring the ribs through.
Press. He
made a pucker in the woman's skin with his left hand, the backs of his fingers
resting against her slack breast, so warm and lovely, and used the inside hand
to jerk. This kind of accident
happened to mortals.... the sharp, broken ribs came through the skin with a
splash of blood his mouth was on immediately, blood from the clavicle still
running down the breastbone, blood beginning to get on the skin of his face.
He rubbed his cheek against the blood and arced his cock into the hot
sliding below, waves of hot smell releasing, and the heart-pulse was almost next
to his fingers. And
now he couldn't wait. He tore the
flesh open over the remaining ribs hastily, his face and chest rubbing in the
gore that flooded out, and broke a few more ribs between his teeth -- he had to
curl a little to do this but not pull himself out of her cunt, but she was the
one, the one with the body long enough for him, the one who could give herself
to him this completely, his hips moving him in and out of her slowly, deeply
now, his senses aflame, feeling everything, all of her, every warm inch
enfolding him, the rubbing of the sheath, the small scratch of her wiry hairs
against the base and his mouth finding her innermost fire, the secret she would
yield only to him-- She
was there, his beloved was right there, the blood ebbing and flowing with the
heart, the little sac around it exposed, pale and red at once, pulsing, starting
to flutter, starting to be in shock from the cold and exposure and at last too
many wounds to repair-- and now he began his final kiss, nosing delicately as a
cat into the opening he'd made, drawing close, closer, the bridegroom bringing
himself to rend the veil -- and her body yawned open to let him slip through,
tiny white ovals of rib end showing, and inside, the ribbony thin muscles that
held the ribs ranked like the planking of a well-made ship, a ship sailing with
treasure, red treasure, ruby of the new world -- reach out, rip the pericardium
carefully with tooth-tips, let the sour serum spill away -- and she lies naked
to me at last, oh love oh greatest love-- His
hands slid under the woman and held her tight as he rolled onto his back,
hissing with the pleasure of her weight falling onto him, slack arms and legs
seeming to embrace him as they shifted and moved, the ecstasy of enclosure and
inundation burning away all other thoughts as he pushed his face completely into
the opening he had made, vampire mouth going to the pure wellspring of its
immortal joy and his cock still buried deep in her, the weight of her motion a
new fucking he answered ecstatically, holding her ass tight to him as his tongue
licked at the edges of her heart -- He
touched his lips to it, most delicate of kisses, feeling the flutter as the
heart began to pulse in rapid, hummingbird beats --the tiny last efforts,
tachycardia, its kisses like teases, like begging, do you love me? -- Vachon's
consciousness shrank to a single redness, her blood all around him, the severed
ribs cradling his cheeks and ears as he brought this sacred kiss to his lover --
yes there is only you only you -- a pulse against the lips against the open
mouth against the tongue, the cunt contracting in its death, its tremors the
last ecstasy of coming, the heart now hot and fast against his face querida mine
mine his eyes opening swimming with blood his mouth opening to kiss -- heart
in his mouth, pierced, the ultimate gush, and his cock exploding in her body,
pelvis breaking as he came, arms crushing her down on him, convulsing into her
as fast as the dying heart shattered itself into him, her blood running out onto
him, bathing his body, flooding all his senses with red madness -- sterile seed
into dead womb and yet the burning pleasure -- all the men, all her fucks ever,
all the cocks in her mouth and cunt, between her breasts between her legs up the
ass, can you take us two at a time? one in each that's it baby oh eat me eat me
out -- she gave them all to him then and he gave her all that he was or could
be, saturating himself with her and screaming with his kill, screaming inside
her body half drowned in her blood-- Her
name was Cheryl. Had been Cheryl.
Had been a heart, a cunt, a woman whose mind it had crossed to take all
those hundreds of dollars if she could, who didn't mind the weird john with the
funky church if there was decent money in it, at least it wasn't a fuck against
a grimy alley wall, a cock in her mouth behind a dumpster, plus she kinda liked
his hair. His mouth released her
heart now with a last tongued caress, and he lifted his face up toward hers,
rolling again to be on top of her, still holding her close.
Her hair fell back to the single pillow and his, as he brought his mouth
to hers for a kiss, slid down his shoulders and onto hers, with a greasy red
trail marking its passage. ~ Return to "Forever Knight" ~ ~ Return to Apache's Archive ~
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